Are you afraid?

Welcome to my nightmare. Everyday is worse then the last, full of hate, devoid of all happiness. The screaming voice in my head echoes, are you afraid? Are you afraid? 


Day after day I witness my worst nightmares seeing everything around me wither and die. Having everything taken from me, left alone in my own thoughts, in my mistakes, in my nightmare. The screaming voice in my head echoes, are you afraid? Are you afraid? 


Reliving a broken heart everyday, the constant feeling of wanting to die. why am I stuck in this nightmare in my mind. I can't escape this nightmare. I'm locked inside my own head, the worst prison to live a life sentence. I'm drowning in all my sadness tortured by my thoughts. The screaming voice in my head echoes, are you afraid? Are you afraid? 


I can't take this anymore, I just want out, please let me out. I have felt this feeling of death over and over again in every possible way. Why am I stuck in this nightmare? Why can't I get out? I don't believe in a god but I pray everyday hoping I'll be give salvation. The screaming voice in my head echoes, are you afraid? Are you afraid? The screaming voice in my head echoes again, are you afraid? Are you afraid? I AM AFRAID.